After the Ex Games(7)By: J. S. Cooper & Helen Cooper
I couldn’t stop myself and pushed her down onto the bed and onto her back so that I could be on top. I wanted to control the pace. I wanted her to stare at me as I made her come. I wanted her to memorize my face and the pleasure I gave her body. I wanted her to feel like being with me was the greatest and most memorable experience of her life. I needed her to always have me on her mind.
She gasped as I slowly pushed the tip of my cock into her soaking pussy. “Never forget how much I love you, Katie,” I whispered against her lips as I made slow, sweet love to her. She kissed me passionately and wrapped her legs around my waist while running her nails up and down my back.
“I love you too, Brandon!” she screamed against my mouth as I increased my pace and slammed into her.
I grabbed her hands and stared down into her eyes as I continued my rhythmic pumping. I stilled as I felt her exploding around me and fell down on her slightly as I felt myself coming inside of her. We gazed into each other’s eyes, and I felt like a part of my soul entered her in that moment. I rolled off of her and pulled her into my arms. We just lay there for a few seconds, breathing heavily and allowing our emotions to settle down.
“I never want to let you go,” I mumbled against her hair after a few minutes while I listened to her snore. I held her as tight as I could and closed my eyes, hoping that I could just stay in this moment forever. I knew that everything in my life was going to change tomorrow. I was going to go back to the private club and I had no idea what demons were waiting to greet me.
We watched as Brandon and Katie left Greyson’s office. I could see anger in Katie’s eyes as she strode out. She looked like someone who had just been told that a meteor was going to hit earth in twenty-four hours. It was the first time I’d seen her and I didn’t know how to feel. I wanted to hate her, but a part of me felt bad for her.
“Greyson always had a hidden heart.” Her voice sounded distant, even though she stood right next to me.
“Why do you think he lied? Do you really think he wanted to protect Brandon?”
“I don’t know and I don’t care.” She looked at me sharply and squeezed my arm tightly.
“I see.” I didn’t really, but I didn’t want to pry.
“I need to tell you something. They ruined me as well.” Her eyes were wide and hard, but I could see tears in the corners. “We are nothing to them. Nothing.”
“I don’t understand how men could be like that.”
“It’s all a game to them. It’s all a game.” She looked down for a second. “They don’t care who they break and discard.”
“What happened to you?” I asked softly, not knowing if I really wanted to hear. It was all becoming too much. The truth was breaking my heart in two and I no longer knew who I was.
“I loved him, you know.”
She looked at me unseeingly and didn’t respond.
“Greyson?” I asked, seeing if his name would make her respond. “Was it Brandon or Greyson that you loved?”
She looked up at me then and stared into my eyes with so much pain and heartbreak that I could almost feel her sadness in the pit of my stomach. “What does it matter? I was disposable to both of them.”
“I’m sorry.” I bite down on my lip, feeling my heart go out to her. I knew what it was like to be heartbroken.
“I went to his room one night.” She looked at me bleakly. “He was asleep. The lights were out. I kissed him. He rolled over and kissed me back. He was full of passion. Eager even in his sleep. I felt his hands touching me. I touched his naked body. It felt different, but the same. I pulled off my clothes quickly, eagerly. He rolled me onto my back and then he entered me. I knew right away that it wasn’t him. But I didn’t stop. It just felt too good to stop.”
“Oh.” I didn’t know what to say. All I wanted to know was if it was Greyson or Brandon she was talking about.
“So we continued to make love and then he came and rolled over,” she continued. “I reached over and turned on the lamp. And I’d been right. It wasn’t him.”