Invisible Love Letter(83)By: Callie Anderson
Lyra is with Weston and I bellow out another cry.
I’m utterly alone.
I push every thought out of my head and focus on the ocean crashing a few feet away from my room. It’s a gray and rainy day and the sea is violent. The loud crashing against the rocks drowns out my soft cries as I hug the pillow to my body and stare out into nothing. My body refuses to move, the feeling of emptiness washing over me. The walls of my room feel as though they are closing in on me. I can’t breathe, I can’t think. All I know is the numbness that is coursing through my body.
I faintly hear my cell phone ring. I knew who it is. It's Dr. Moore’s office calling for the fourth time with the treatment plan. The empty prescription bottle of Clomid sits next to the telephone, the red plastic box on the other side of the phone filled with empty syringes. It is all too much to process.
I pull my gaze away from my nightstand and look towards the foot of the bed at the legal size envelope my lawyer’s carrier dropped off earlier today. I know it contains my divorce papers, and though I should be heartbroken I feel nothing. They are signed and ready to be given to Jeremy.
Anger begins to build as I think about him. Inhaling, I close my eyes and let the sound of the waves crashing below soothe my pain. I gently placed my hand over my stomach and let the cries pour out.
I’m utterly alone.
Love is fatal; a snake that slithers into your life, poisons you with its venom and then leaves you there to die.
To be continue…
Endless Love Letter coming January 2016
I never imagined that writing the acknowledgments would be harder than actually writing book. I have some many people to thank so if I happen to forget you please know that was it never my intention.
First, I need to thank God for giving me the courage to sit behind a computer for the last few months and pour my heart into this story. This has been a dream come true.
I read once that it takes a colony to publish a book. So in no particular order I’d like to thank my enormous colony.
To my husband, thank you for the support and love. I’m so lucky to have you in my life.
Frankie, I love you so much and this book would not be what it is, if you didn’t push me every step along the way. You helped me make Weston the book boyfriend that he is.
Share Bear, :) I can’t thank you enough for the early morning chats and the advice you gave me. You’ve held my hand the entire time. Thank you for being my friend.
My editors, Jennifer, and Brenda, thank you both for taking my words and making it in to a beautiful story.
My proofreader, Shawna, you my dear friend, are one in a million. Thank you for finding every last error.
The Sassy Savvy and Fabulous PR & Marketing team, you ladies are wonderful and have made publishing this book a dream come true.
Linda, One day I will get to hug you in person and thank you personally for all that you’ve done for me.
Stacia, thank you for taking a chance on me. I know how busy you are and I appreciate all of your help.
Cleida, Thank you for loving my story and helping me with the Brazilian translations. I can’t thank you enough for telling people about Invisible Love Letter.
Dena, Jennifer, Nanci, Vicky, Judith, Alissa, NancyCarol Love Grey, & Analia, your words have been a dream come true. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for falling in love with this story.
Kari, with K23 Design, I love my cover. I gave you an idea of what I wanted and you made it come true. Thank you so very much for being a pleasure to work with.
To you, the one who inspired this book. Our love was like the sun in June.